About Me =)
Age - 21
* queer eye daw? jst wanna look good to feel good. i am conscious of myself, but sometimes too much =)
* not a writer type of person. but i definitely love to interact wid other people! mejo chismoso din (well, it's an admitted fact among us guys hahaha)
* on a more personal note, what ya see is what ya get... when you ask, i won't hold back to answer. (of course there are limits). easy to please but finds it hard to recover when hurt... and lastly, i make it a point to be a man of my word.
Seagulls soaring up High
'Nagmahal ka na ba na parang walang bukas?'
-- a gettin'-to-know-you kind of question hehehe
'It's not my problem anymore, it's your problem anymore!'
-- cited from a list of 'barok' quotes
'What is your vision?!?'
-- excerpt from 'Sultan' Jinko
'Friend ko'
-- pang blind item na linya, usually associated wid dre and my other kabarkadas
'Hirusi!'
-- misay
'Hiruski Maba'
-- the enlisted name when i volunteered for the ACP program
'oi miss na kita! isaw tayo!'
-- ling, everytime she sends me a text msg
'oi pare musta! oi pare! pare! oi... sino ka???'
-- first encounter with alba, during jk's joint party
'nagchchongki ka noh?'
-- martin, nung nagdiet ako
'u japanese boi!'
-- jehl
'ibigay mo tsong!'
-- STRAINS newbie batch '04-'05 motto
Previous Posts
- i didn't realize sooner that...
- help me Joe...
- bon ensemble
- waf! (wat a friend!)
- conversations to the beats of senti music....
- unsent letter to some bball playmates
- someone has to testify this for me hahahaha!
- scrambling...
- a tinge of arrogance...
- the joys and pains of dependence
Watching the Sunset...
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
October 2005
Building Sandcastles
Jase
Lezterr
Cams
Karla
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ChardTorpedo
Action Star
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Entertainment Junkie
Starry Night
Rock her world
Semi-sweet
Phattie cake
Flutter by
Kyerlow
Space Gal
Finding Jem-o
Msng13
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Bikini fweak
Studio Gino
Messages in the Sand
someone help me with this!
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Monday, October 10, 2005
i didn't realize sooner that...
the answer has been 'a' all along...
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
help me Joe...
i find myself enveloped in a blinding fog that instills uncertainty on those who are in it...
recently...
i've come to my senses that it's not just a crush and that i can't take my eyes off her... not long ago, i saw her garbed in a nice ensemble for an event... people noticed that i wuzn't looking nor glancing at her - i wuz gazing at her for several times... made a small confession to sum people close to me and they told me that they've actually seen it coming ever since they saw us in our first few occasions of talking with each other... but the thing is... we hardly go out or even talk to each other, but there is just this something...
on the other hand...
like a lit firecracker that faked itself to be un-explosive, a recent flame from the past has finally re-emerged from nowhere and has now sent her regards regards to me. think i've mentioned her a few times in this blog.. sembreak's nearing and i realized that i promised to her that we'll hit the beach as soon as she's done for the semester... we never had a formal relationship but we never really "broke up"... it wuz jst circumstance that a distance grew between us...
plus...
there's this person whom my friend hooked me up with... and so far I've only been on a first date (in which I wuz reluctant at first) with her but so far things are great... and as of yet, in comparison to the other two, she's the one showering me with the most attention... i managed to get over one of her trivial features (which is the fact that she looks like someone from my past) but i have to settle my doubts about her being a flirt...
actually, i think i may be a fickle-minded person as well... such hypocrisy then if that's the case
well, i brought this upon myself but of course i'm the only one who can get me out of this mess...
maybe it's hard to conclude this dilemma given the recency and quasi-simultaneity of these events...
any advice will be greatly appreciated, although it's still all up to me on what course of action to take...
recently...
i've come to my senses that it's not just a crush and that i can't take my eyes off her... not long ago, i saw her garbed in a nice ensemble for an event... people noticed that i wuzn't looking nor glancing at her - i wuz gazing at her for several times... made a small confession to sum people close to me and they told me that they've actually seen it coming ever since they saw us in our first few occasions of talking with each other... but the thing is... we hardly go out or even talk to each other, but there is just this something...
on the other hand...
like a lit firecracker that faked itself to be un-explosive, a recent flame from the past has finally re-emerged from nowhere and has now sent her regards regards to me. think i've mentioned her a few times in this blog.. sembreak's nearing and i realized that i promised to her that we'll hit the beach as soon as she's done for the semester... we never had a formal relationship but we never really "broke up"... it wuz jst circumstance that a distance grew between us...
plus...
there's this person whom my friend hooked me up with... and so far I've only been on a first date (in which I wuz reluctant at first) with her but so far things are great... and as of yet, in comparison to the other two, she's the one showering me with the most attention... i managed to get over one of her trivial features (which is the fact that she looks like someone from my past) but i have to settle my doubts about her being a flirt...
actually, i think i may be a fickle-minded person as well... such hypocrisy then if that's the case
well, i brought this upon myself but of course i'm the only one who can get me out of this mess...
maybe it's hard to conclude this dilemma given the recency and quasi-simultaneity of these events...
any advice will be greatly appreciated, although it's still all up to me on what course of action to take...
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
bon ensemble
tomorrow we're gonna give our friend his much needed makeover.
(TAKE NOTE: MUCH NEEDED MAKEOVER) No, I'm not gay whoever would think I am.. *sheesh*... and it's not as if we forced him to do so, he just realized that he has to shift from the "gangsta" look to a more mature, casual look. his girlfriend also wanted him to change his look and of course, the first few people he'd look up to would be "Boy Branded" (a friend of mine who always wants a popular brand to be part of his fashion arsenal hehehe) and yours truly :D
hmmm... back when i wuz in high school, wuz this wimpy-looking-thin-geeky-and-very-short dude... hehe surprise to my former batchmates in high school and much surprise to new acquaintances and friends who never thought that i looked that way back then... well, in our batch, it's not just me... there's also this friend of mine who wuz once thought of as a "big tibo" due to her looks; but now she ain't fat anymore; now she's P.H.A.T.! and, actually there were also other interesting surprises that i have yet to personally witness hahaha ;-)
(TAKE NOTE: MUCH NEEDED MAKEOVER) No, I'm not gay whoever would think I am.. *sheesh*... and it's not as if we forced him to do so, he just realized that he has to shift from the "gangsta" look to a more mature, casual look. his girlfriend also wanted him to change his look and of course, the first few people he'd look up to would be "Boy Branded" (a friend of mine who always wants a popular brand to be part of his fashion arsenal hehehe) and yours truly :D
hmmm... back when i wuz in high school, wuz this wimpy-looking-thin-geeky-and-very-short dude... hehe surprise to my former batchmates in high school and much surprise to new acquaintances and friends who never thought that i looked that way back then... well, in our batch, it's not just me... there's also this friend of mine who wuz once thought of as a "big tibo" due to her looks; but now she ain't fat anymore; now she's P.H.A.T.! and, actually there were also other interesting surprises that i have yet to personally witness hahaha ;-)
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
waf! (wat a friend!)
two weeks ago, i headed off to magallanes (around 8 am) and played ball with 7 of my kabarkadas. prior to that, i only had around two hours of people and as u guessed, i wuz uber exhausted after the game(s).
come lunch time, we were about to head home when my friend thought of an impromptu gimik.... to ATC! i thought that we might as well go there since we were near south super already. unfortunately the trip wasn't worth the trouble since no one among us had enough money to go shopping! we ended up just taking a cr break there and had a li'l stroll in that place. saucy ha? hilamos lang sa atc pa! :D then we checked out the other mall nearby, in vain.
when the clock struck 5 pm, all of us agreed that it wuz time to go home. all of us were damn tired and were about to doze off.
(gist of the conversation)
J1: p're kakapagod, 'naantok na ko...
J2: oi oi walang matutulog! si hiro la rin tulog pero nagddrive pa! walang matutulog ha?!? ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL!!!
a few minutes later, along alabang...
M: oi oi! bakit natutulog na c?
Me: naghihilik pa nga ata eh hehehe!
J1: huy gising!
M: all for one, one for all ha?!? hehehe
along south super...
M: zzzz.....
J1: zzzzz....
S: zzzz......
J: (whispers) oist picture an natin mga loko tulog na tulog eh hehehe!
J: (chuckles) si J1 mukhang convict! si S mukha rin convict!
Me: hoy, kelangan ko ng kapehhhh.... mauubos na rin gas kooohhhh.....
for a trip wherein we hardly had enuf sleep and the toll fee costed more than what we actually ate at the mall, wuz fun!
come lunch time, we were about to head home when my friend thought of an impromptu gimik.... to ATC! i thought that we might as well go there since we were near south super already. unfortunately the trip wasn't worth the trouble since no one among us had enough money to go shopping! we ended up just taking a cr break there and had a li'l stroll in that place. saucy ha? hilamos lang sa atc pa! :D then we checked out the other mall nearby, in vain.
when the clock struck 5 pm, all of us agreed that it wuz time to go home. all of us were damn tired and were about to doze off.
(gist of the conversation)
J1: p're kakapagod, 'naantok na ko...
J2: oi oi walang matutulog! si hiro la rin tulog pero nagddrive pa! walang matutulog ha?!? ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL!!!
a few minutes later, along alabang...
M: oi oi! bakit natutulog na c
Me: naghihilik pa nga ata eh hehehe!
J1: huy gising!
M: all for one, one for all ha?!? hehehe
along south super...
M: zzzz.....
J1: zzzzz....
S: zzzz......
J: (whispers) oist picture an natin mga loko tulog na tulog eh hehehe!
J: (chuckles) si J1 mukhang convict! si S mukha rin convict!
Me: hoy, kelangan ko ng kapehhhh.... mauubos na rin gas kooohhhh.....
for a trip wherein we hardly had enuf sleep and the toll fee costed more than what we actually ate at the mall, wuz fun!
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
conversations to the beats of senti music....
last night as my tropa and i went off to katip, i wuz expecting another money and time burner at blueskies. But interestingly enuf, as we were on our way there, the conversation shifted from sheer 'katarantaduhan' to how each of us are actually dealing with our significant others (girlfriend, girlet, nililigawan, whichever).
Wuz expecting a flurry of 'bastos' jokes, but our laughter toned down as we listened to one of us blurt out things that we didn't expect him to say so. it's not that he is madly in love with his gurl (due to complex circumstances related to her). It's more of the reason why he wanted to spend time with her despite risks involved in going out with her. The gist wuz that it would really make him happy if he wuz able to help the gurl get out of watever mess that she's in; and that instead of being just there for physicality's sake, he'd feel a great sense of accomplishment if he's able to help her set a better direction in life.
2 things: 1) I'd say amen to that. If only there wuz a way for us guys to possibly see a gurl (immediately) in her worst and still manage to have enough reason and dedication to like/love her. (If you can't handle the hassle stuff in relation to her, then i think it's time you reconsider your committment towards that other. i don't think anyone would disagree to that) 2) altho, it's a bit too early for him to say such things; well, i think he's aware that they are not an 'item' yet.
In my age, i have come to a realization that the 'nice character' of someone may just be the tip of the iceberg. I'm not saying that its' bad but anyone can be nice, really. Anyone can be sweet, thoughtful, caring or what have you given certain motivations. Maybe we oughtta shift from that (which is 'i like her coz she's nice and sweet') to the question of whether we can appreciate the real him/her or not. It's best to ask yourself if you can see something beyond the hot looks of that gurl that you met in a bar and is constantly going out with you after, or if you can honestly tell your woman that she's beautiful even when she looks like hell coz of stress or she's sick, or if you can be sure that you really like that someone not just because she likes you in the first place. And I had to learn that hard way. Well I think everybody else does; and it's all part of growing up.
And that i think would greatly help in making whatever relationship or 'thing' that we have last. And we ought to see such as challenges, not as burdens. And i'd go further by saying that good things are indeed great, but they will most likely dissipate in the face of crises; and problems are what really give us ample opportunities for growth. And the fact of the matter is that it tastes even sweeter when we triumph over such hurdles.
(To be edited.* admittedly i don't think my entry tonight makes sense)
Wuz expecting a flurry of 'bastos' jokes, but our laughter toned down as we listened to one of us blurt out things that we didn't expect him to say so. it's not that he is madly in love with his gurl (due to complex circumstances related to her). It's more of the reason why he wanted to spend time with her despite risks involved in going out with her. The gist wuz that it would really make him happy if he wuz able to help the gurl get out of watever mess that she's in; and that instead of being just there for physicality's sake, he'd feel a great sense of accomplishment if he's able to help her set a better direction in life.
2 things: 1) I'd say amen to that. If only there wuz a way for us guys to possibly see a gurl (immediately) in her worst and still manage to have enough reason and dedication to like/love her. (If you can't handle the hassle stuff in relation to her, then i think it's time you reconsider your committment towards that other. i don't think anyone would disagree to that) 2) altho, it's a bit too early for him to say such things; well, i think he's aware that they are not an 'item' yet.
In my age, i have come to a realization that the 'nice character' of someone may just be the tip of the iceberg. I'm not saying that its' bad but anyone can be nice, really. Anyone can be sweet, thoughtful, caring or what have you given certain motivations. Maybe we oughtta shift from that (which is 'i like her coz she's nice and sweet') to the question of whether we can appreciate the real him/her or not. It's best to ask yourself if you can see something beyond the hot looks of that gurl that you met in a bar and is constantly going out with you after, or if you can honestly tell your woman that she's beautiful even when she looks like hell coz of stress or she's sick, or if you can be sure that you really like that someone not just because she likes you in the first place. And I had to learn that hard way. Well I think everybody else does; and it's all part of growing up.
(To be edited.* admittedly i don't think my entry tonight makes sense)
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
unsent letter to some bball playmates
if i may have come off as a very arrogant person, well, my apologies. Maybe i just got used to my village peeps who are quite straightforward when it comes to mistakes or faults in playing ball. Batak kasi sa tournament ika nga; seryoso lahat, kaya minsan pati coach o kapwa player pagsasabihan ung nagkakamali. Indeed, with the STRAINers it's a different scenario. Have to be a bit careful with you say (hence, effective feedback). But then again, a bball playmate told me that there's nothing wrong with being frank about things when it comes to the game. Kung nasa varsity sila, di sila magtatagal kasi mga coach naninigaw talaga mga yan, a friend of mine said. Actually in our village, we sometimes to scold someone during a game (of course not to the extent of dehumanizing the person involved), but after that, everything's fine. We even hang out sumwhere afterwards. coz it's part of the game. ang konting panggugulang parte din ng laro, konting trash talk, pati konting sigawan (well of course so that the other teammates can hear him when he's calling plays). i for one: hinihiritan nila na hindi papasok perimeter shots ko or tres but i just don't let it get to me.
i want to be critical coz i'm not yet convinced that you guys can secure a spot in the top three. sayang ung quota, mahal din un. kung 5 games lang para sa binayaran niyo sayang talaga...
i want to be critical coz i'm not yet convinced that you guys can secure a spot in the top three. sayang ung quota, mahal din un. kung 5 games lang para sa binayaran niyo sayang talaga...
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
someone has to testify this for me hahahaha!
Part Passionate Kisser |
 For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
Part Expert Kisser |
 You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
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